the shame
and sadness
and frustration
i sleep too much
i get up just to go back to sleep once more
i feel like crying all the time
i cannot continue to live in this body
i cannot continue to live in this body
i. cannot. continue. to live in. this body.
i can’t hear anything
aside from the thoughts in my head
my brain is no longer mine
my body is no longer mine
i am lost in a sea of self hatred
What an amazing poem, loved the part about waking up to go back to sleep again. Completely relatable.