I just had my therapy session
And the card I pulled with her
The fool
The fucking fool
Ohh coyote medicine
Repeating the same lessons
Until you do things differently
How you do not amuse me
I do not want to stand in line
I want to go outside
And cry
Walk in the water
Become a puddle too
That the past five months
I’ve been living a lie
Relapsing
Not eating enough
Trying to control
The uncontrollable
Spending money on stupid shit
You know
The usual
Essentially
Whatever your taste of numb chooses to be
Ha!
The fucking fool I am
3 years strong
And 5 months later
Here we are sweet cheeks
Right back
?♀️ Are you sick of being Ed’s fool? Join us in the School of Recovery to break free!
To the fool
But it’s all gravy baby
I’ve got a game plan
I’ve got my team
And nothing
Will ever
Ever
Be stopping me
From achieving my dreams
Being the empowered woman
I was born to be
So this is for you
This is for me
For the strong women
For the brave women
Whom are helping themselves
Rewriting their stories
To change the world
This beautiful world
Despite their shit
Till one day
They are free
